Things I Want to Say to You Get Lost Before They Come

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

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這是歌詞。現在這首歌讓我很想大聲的邊哭邊唱。

但我不能哭。

犯錯的人沒有資格用眼淚祈求別人的原諒。

我只能在心裡

大聲唱

大聲唱

大聲唱

疑惑

對不起。

這是我最想先說的一句話。

然後我想解釋。儘管我並不知道怎麼說比較好。

對不起，我很笨。

然後我想說，我身體裡面的某個看不見的東西，很痛。

一開始不想明說，只是因為我以為時間會讓它慢慢地嶄露光芒，為妳。

但也許是我太天真。

或者是我一直很不想這麼說自己，但實際上就是，愚蠢。

當我發現那東西被憎恨還有猜忌的塵埃覆蓋時，已經來不及了。

我已經犯下錯誤。

然後自暴自棄的想讓它沈澱。

然後以為自己可以就這樣走開不回頭。

直到妳狠狠的賞我兩巴掌。

很痛。

對不起。

謝謝妳。

如果可以，我想讓全世界都知道我歉意。