My December

Linkin Park-My December-Live

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

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轉眼間已經到十二月了，今年也快過完了。

試著想想今年發生的事，感覺好不真實。

寒假，過年，開學，同學會，期中考，期末考，暑假，打工，迎新，演唱會，期中考，生日……發生了、經歷了好多東西好多事情，多到我的腦袋快要記不住了。

但還是有些遺憾。

今年還沒有見到Kelly和Dolphin，許下很多承諾，想出很多計畫，卻一次一次被打亂。

暑假的時候我們曾經有過僅三十分鐘車程的距離，但大家都理所當然地讓忙碌和疲累當作碰不上彼此的藉口。

這藉口，一用就是半年了……

甚至，我連Dolphin的生日都錯過了。

是什麼樣的粗心大意還是習慣使然讓我渾渾噩噩的過了十一月廿一日，到了廿二凌晨零時十四分我才驚覺我錯過了什麼。

我來不及對一個很重要的朋友說上一句生日快樂，於是我愧疚的度過這個生日。

其實在夜唱的時候，我很希望Dolphin能打通電話來，對我說聲生日快樂，然後狠狠的罵我幾句，但這毋寧是種奢求。

希望以後不要再有這種錯誤，畢竟我不是鄭愁予，我無法將錯誤寫成最美麗的詩句，我只能讓罪惡感刻蝕我的心，痛苦且猙獰……