2007年6月21日 星期四

Where'd you go



Fort Minor 黑暗堡壘

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...


你去哪了
時間似乎靜止在你離開的那瞬間
我們一起回家好嗎

她說 有時我覺得自己很糟
有時我想停止這一切 試著讓自己正常一點
而我不懂 為什麼你總是得離開我們
我覺得寂寞 你離開了那麼久
我老在電話旁繞來繞去
因為你的聲音可以溫暖我
但感覺真蠢 從早到晚都傻傻的等你電話
電話接起來了 卻吐不出半個字

所以我想讓你知道 情況變的有點糟
整天枯坐在這等著 有時心裡也很掙扎
告訴你 我受夠這一切 受夠了你跟你口中所謂的成就事業
家裡其他人跟我在這唱著
時間似乎靜止在你離開的那瞬間
我們一起回家好嗎.. 好嗎?

還記得嗎 以前你住的那間房
還有我們曾經一起烤肉
每個萬聖節 我們總會辦小派對慶祝
但現在 你總是偶爾來一下就要走 (shit)
沒錯
我發現自己必須忙著找事做才能不去想你
其實我混的還不錯
也打算這樣走下去
要是想說什麼 你可以打給我
而我會說
你去哪了
時間似乎靜止在你離開的那瞬間
我們一起回家好嗎.. 好嗎?


所以我想讓你知道 情況變的有點糟
整天枯坐在這等著 有時心裡也很掙扎
不願再坐著等著替你編ㄧ堆藉口
解釋你不來的原因
讓我覺得自己很沒用
人總是不明白自己擁有的東西多珍貴
直到失去
這是不變的真理

告訴你 我受夠這一切 我受夠了你跟你口中所謂的成就事業
若有天你回來 那時我已不在這 你只能唱著
你去哪了
時間似乎靜止在你離開的那瞬間
我們一起回家好嗎... 好嗎?
請回家吧...回來吧...
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這幾天有好多事情,我需要救贖。

人很脆弱。

Crawling



Linkin Park-Hybrid Theory

Crawling in my skin
These wounds / they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming / confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling / I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I’m convinced there's just too much pressure to take]
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting / reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I’m convinced there's just too much pressure to take]
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting / reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I’m convinced there's just too much pressure to take]
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure...

潛伏在我的體內 
這些傷口 永遠不會癒合 
恐懼是我墜入的深淵 
困惑了真實的一切 
體內的怪物拉扯著 極欲逃離這禁錮它的表面 
腐蝕著我 困惑著我 
我害怕缺乏自控力將永不停息 
控制著我 
我似乎不能 
再次找回自我 
周遭的牆向我靠攏而來 
【缺乏自信的情況下 我確定有太多壓力要承受】 
我以前曾有過這種感覺 
極度危險 
無盡的不安排山倒海而來 吞食了我 
分散了我的心思 
違抗自我的意志 我站在我的倒影旁 
縈繞在我腦中 我似乎不能 
找回自我 
周遭的牆向我靠攏而來 
【缺乏自信的情況下 我確定有太多壓力要承受】 
我以前曾有過這種感覺 
極度危險

---演唱會版---




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最近發生了一些事。

很不愉快。

有個很灑脫的人,瀟灑的走了。

我無法接受。

你瀟灑,我們呢?

我們背負的東西,更重了。

2007年6月14日 星期四

Leave Out All The Rest 其餘不重要



Linkin Park-Minute to Midnight

I dreamed I was missing,
You were so scared.
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared.

After my dreaming,
I woke with this fear.
What am I leaving,
When I am done here?

So if you're asking me I want you to know;

When my time comes,
Forget the wrong that I've done.
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.

And don't resent me,
And when you're feeling empty,
Keep me in your memory.
Leave out all the rest.
Leave out all the rest...

Don't be afraid,
Of taking my beatings;
Of shit behind me.

I'm strong on the surface,
Not all the way through.
I've never been perfect,
But neither have you.

So if you're asking me I want you to know;

When my time comes,
Forget the wrong that I've done.
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.

Don't resent me,
And when you're feeling empty,
Keep me in your memory.
Leave out all the rest.
Leave out all the rest...

Forgetting;
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well.
Pretending;
Someone else can come and save me from myself.

I can't be who you are...

When my time comes,
Forget the wrong that I've done.
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.

Don't resent me,
And when you're feeling empty,
Keep me in your memory.
Leave out all the rest.
Leave out all the rest...

Forgetting;
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well.
Pretending;
Someone else can come and save me from myself.

I can't be who you are,
I can't be who you are.

我夢見我行蹤不明
你被嚇壞了
卻沒有人願意傾聽
因為沒有任何人在意
夢境終止時
我帶著這恐懼醒來
當我在此告一段落 我會留下什麼
所以如果你問我 我想要讓你知道

當我的大限已到
忘了我曾犯下的錯
幫我留下讓人想念的理由
不要怨恨我
當你覺得空虛
將我牢牢記住
其他的並不重要
其他的並不重要

不要害怕
我已調整好我的節奏
我已分享我的成果
表面的我無比堅強
卻並非一直如此
我從來就不曾完美
而你也一樣
所以如果你問我 我想要讓你知道

忘記 所有小心藏起的深埋苦痛
假裝 有人可以帶我掙脫自己

我永遠都無法變成你
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這首歌在當初創作之時就已經確定會以單曲形式發行,因此撰寫時特別注意歌詞在人性議題上的琢磨,是首排行榜架式十足的單曲。
當我拿到這張專輯並且第一次聽完整張後,我發現我最愛這首。不為什麼,就因為Chester很有靈性的聲音,還有歌詞裡無法言喻的感情。
這首歌也是在這張專輯裡我聽過最多遍的一首,在iTunes裡面顯示的播放次數已經到了500次了= =

2007年6月13日 星期三

In Between 進退兩難



Linkin Park-Minute to Midnight

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

[Chorus]
For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

讓我用道歉來開場
為我即將要說的話而道歉
但想要表現真誠
卻比想像中還難
不知怎麼地我進退兩難

讓我用道歉來開場
為我即將要說的話而道歉
但想要假裝是別人
卻比想像中還難
不知怎麼地我進退兩難

在我的自尊和承諾之間
在我的謊言和真相如何地阻擾
我想要對你說的話
還沒開口就不見了
比一還慘的只有空白

讓我用道歉來開場
為我即將要說的話而道歉
但想要再贏回你的信任
卻比想像中還難
不知怎麼地我進退兩難

我無法向你解釋
我的所做所言和所計畫的任何事
恐懼本身並不怕你
但罪惡感是你可以理解的言語
我無法向你解釋
我的所做所言和所計畫的任何事
但希望行動會證明一切

為了我的自尊和承諾
為了我的謊言和真相如何地阻擾
我想要對你說的話
還沒開口就不見了
比一還慘的只有空白
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Mike的聲音很棒。儘管這首歌只有Mike的歌聲和簡單的貝斯聲線,但是越簡單越顯得這首歌的內蘊深厚。我喜歡Mike的rap,但是我更喜歡這樣成熟的Mike。

2007年6月12日 星期二

美夢

前幾夜,我做了個夢。夢境很美。

我夢到那段無憂的日子。平凡,但是很偉大。

偉大的東西才會讓人神往。

夢裡,我做遍了曾經為妳做的一切。

為妳修指甲。

為妳梳頭髮。

送妳禮物,欣賞妳眼裡的驚訝。

抱著妳,讓顫抖的妳不再害怕。

和妳一起,對抗這世界的虛假。

那段日子,世界很小。

渺小但卻像繁星閃耀。

這些日子,夢想很小。

只願我們能平凡到老。

就像滄海之水。

就像巫山之雲。

數十年如一日。

但我們太貪圖片刻的燦爛,一日就享盡數十年的福。

所以,現在我只能在無數的夢迴裡,用屈辱的姿態渴求謬思的乞憐。

渴求一晚的溫存。

那並不真實,但我寧願在夢裡放縱我自己。

但夢總是會醒。

夢境能不能成真?

I don't know.

但摸著有點濕的枕頭,我知道

房間,下過雨了。

2007年6月9日 星期六

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